I am trying to find the Arabic equivalent to this text:
[Muhammad said] "So I read it, and he [Gabriel] departed from me. And I awoke from my sleep, and it was as though these words were written on my heart […]. I thought, Woe is me poet or possessed—Never shall Quraysh say this of me! I will go to the top of the mountain and throw myself down that I may kill myself and gain rest. So I went forth to do so and then when I was midway on the mountain, I heard a voice from heaven saying, "O Muhammad! thou art the apostle of God and I am Gabriel."
which can be found on this site (p.106): https://archive.org/details/TheLifeOfMohammedGuillaume
this site contains the Arabic original version: https://archive.org/stream/Sirat_Ibn_Ishaq#page/n122/mode/2up but I can't read Arabic so I don't know where (on what page) it is. would appreciate some help finding it. thank you! :)