Every day I told myself how to protect myself, every day one or two opportunities comes to do bad things, I mean a sin like Zina or other things that brings me closer to adultery.
There is a very big pressure on me. To be honest, I don't have the ability for marriage right now, but I don't think marriage will totally solve this as it'll continue even after marriage.
Some time I tell myself, comon, it's just one time but I take a sin way to prevent the big mistake if you know what I mean.
So, I am asking you to be honest and show me a right way, I have ability for change. I can't handle this too much pressure anymore.