I was fascinated by jinns and wanted to them to do me small favors and speak with them and have them follow me around n I asked my friend how it was possible but he didnt know. I have never actually done anything to summon them. Have I committed shirk? I didn’t even know it was haram or shirk at that time I just Wanted to do it and thought it was cool at the time. So have I committed shirk for just wanting to do it without actually doing it.