Some people out of hardship or being feared that they might end up in hell, Wished that they never exist in the first place. And there is this question,
Why did Allah created me when I don't want to exist?
One answer I heard is that, Allah asked everyone if they want to enter the test or be human beings. They said yes.
But I never got reference for it. Closest thing I can get is a Hadith about Adam As taking responsibility, and a Quran ayah talking about
“Truly, We did offer al-amaanah (the trust or moral responsibility or honesty and all the duties which Allah has ordained) to the heavens and the earth, and the mountains, but they declined to bear it and were afraid of it (i.e. afraid of Allah’s torment). But man bore it. Verily, he was unjust (to himself) and ignorant (of its results)
But in tafsir in ibn kathir. Choosing that whether to take amaanah or not is only given to Adam AS not to every human being. So in sort Adam As took the responsibility behalf of All human beings. Which some people will argue as injustice,
So can anyone help me to find the answer?