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I have been suffering from waswas. I feel like it’s a jinn and shaytaan whispering it . I always seek refuge in them and praise Allah . And Allah always guides me and helps me . Today I woke up and was very tired and I was meant to insult myself due to a stupid mistake I did earlier today and the insult turned into an insult to Allah ??? Abs I felt like I controlled it . Like I’m the one that changed it to insult Allah ! I know I did it surely they can’t control my mind ??? I get bad thoughts sometimes which I don’t understand how I think but this was worse ..And I hated it. I feel like crying. I already know I’m nothing . But I feel even more worse . How could I do that ? I actually hate it. Allah is so merciful and pure and the greatest . And I had a bad thought which I feel I controlled ! Astaghfirullah. I also find around music I get worse thoughts today at work I was told to disbelieve in my mind. But I didn’t mean that but this thought was different I feel like I insulted ! Also when I listen to ruqya I kept getting bad bad bad thoughts. Please ask Allah to help me .

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  • Also when I try to praise Allah and thank Him for everything He has given me and trying to think good of others the opposite comes in my mind. When I try to say may Allah bless him and intend to make dua for him some bad thought comes in . When I praise Allah for everything my mind tells me it was all down to me ? When I know it wasn’t . Apr 19, 2021 at 19:07
  • Two days in a row now I woke up and my mind is telling me to disbelieve ?... but in my heart I will never . Allah is one . Apr 20, 2021 at 2:05

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First of all, allah is with you, whatever comes to your mind this is not your intention, this is not in your heart, so Allah will not angry with you, you are trying your best to keep him happy that's why he loves you. Allah knows your intention, he knows best what is in your heart, you are not sinful for this. So, whenever these thoughts come to your mind immediately start thinking about something else, anything you like.

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  • I said it . Something bad . But I didn’t finish it off but my mind did ? But it wasn’t in my control ? But I hated it ? And idk why??? Like saying it I didn’t mean it Apr 20, 2021 at 21:17
  • Just try to ignore them
    – Anonymous
    Apr 22, 2021 at 5:39
  • I am really confused. I find myself thinking stuff that I hate and don’t mean. I praise Allah and I think bad stuff like give me punishment. Which I hate . And I need to stay away from . I really hate that . When I don’t believe it . One bit. I regret it straight away but I really feel it came from me . Also I found someone has done nazr on me and signs of jinn posession. Make dua for me brothers . Apr 22, 2021 at 14:35
  • Is it shirk to say in my mind gift to Allah by praising him ??? I thought of it but I repented . Because Allah doenst meed us or our praise. But Is it shirk ???I keep having these bad thoughts that I don’t know if I agree with and I don’t like it . I need help Apr 24, 2021 at 19:05
  • Don't worry you are not doing any sin ,just remember allah is with you. Keep smile on your face and don't forget that Allah loves you. Allah wants ease for us not difficulty. Just keep trying to keep him happy and forget all the worries ,he just sees how best we are trying to keep Allah happy.
    – Anonymous
    Apr 24, 2021 at 22:54

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