Assalam o alaikum . I am a Muslim girl and since i was 12 , i did not know that breaking.a qasam is so bad , i broke many oaths with Allah bcz i thought i will just repent i was baligh and now i know that it is a very big sin and i also have to pay kaffara for it. I am still young so i will talk to my family about paying kaffara , my father will do something about it and now i will never break any oath with Allah . I have asked Allah for forgiveness but im scared and worried and i broke so many oaths that i dont even remember the exact number so how can i pay the exact kaffaraa. Will Allah forgive me
First off, you are not considered accountable for a sin unless you know about it being a sin, Its severance, and Its punishment in your consciousness.
Remember, you did not know that breaking the oath is such a big sin back then, so the punishment won't account for you. Also, each and every single sin even killing someone or adultery can be forgiven on sincere repentance the only sin in Islam that cannot be forgiven is disrespect of the Prophet (PBUH), his companions, and Allah knowingly, that's it. Even If you commit the worst crime they can be forgiven upon sincere repentance and not doing them again.