So when I was about thirteen and I had already seen my menstruation I was singing this song and it cursed gods name and I sang along. I didn't mean anything by it. But I felt so bad I repented and made shahada. Up till this day I still ask for forgiveness and make my shahada. Does this make me a non believer?

  • Why did you sing along? Did you not understand what you were going to say? Or did you understand but said it anyways? We are not a fatwa site, however in general cursing God is kufr and sincerely repenting and repeating the shahada brings you back into the fold of Islam.
    – UmH
    Commented Jul 27, 2020 at 10:40
  • Thank you for replying to my question. I thought that was what the song was saying but I know now that's not what was said. But I make my shahada everyday and ask allah to forgive me. Commented Aug 21, 2020 at 7:56

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To leave Islam and become a disbeliever you need to do this intentionally which neither seems to be the case when you where 13 nor now as you still feel bad about it. And even if you did something like that intentionally one must check whether you have been doing this to save your life or by mistake, if so you are excused, but repenting sincerely would be the best.

Allah the almighty says:

Whoever disbelieves in Allah after his belief... except for one who is forced [to renounce his religion] while his heart is secure in faith. But those who [willingly] open their breasts to disbelief, upon them is wrath from Allah , and for them is a great punishment; (16:106)

So basically you should leave your worries and try to be a good Muslim.

  • Thank you for replying. I continue to recite the shahada everyday begging Allah to forgive me. I wish I never did it in the first place but I will be trying to become a better Muslim inshallah Commented Aug 21, 2020 at 7:50
  • I was not forced to say it and I found out a little while ago that I got the word confused with another. I just am praying and making repentance. Commented Aug 21, 2020 at 7:58

The Quran declares:

Say: "O my Servants who have transgressed against their souls! Despair not of the Mercy of Allah: for Allah forgives all sins: for He is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful. — Quran, Sura 39 (Az-Zumar), ayah 53

Allah is the forgiver. If you have sinned ask him for forgiveness and repent he will surely forgive you.

Allah's apostle said, "Every son of Adam sins, the best of the sinners are those who repent."

— Sunan al-Tirmidhi,Hadith no. 2499


  • Alhamdulillah. Thank you for answering my question. I will recite my shahada and continue to ask Allah for forgiveness. Commented Aug 21, 2020 at 7:54

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