Salaam all, im confused and need help with this situation. My husband made me hold the quran and asked me a question to which i lied to him but accepted in my heart what he asked me about. (He knew i was lying when he asked.) The only reason i lied was because i was scared of ruining my marriage, but ir has caused a strain in my marriage ever since. I thought i was right as i said the truth in my heart although i did not accept out loud, "i did not do this (in my mind: 0"except at this point in life") but it now haunts me as he keeps bringing up the same at regualr arguments.