Salam alikum , I’m not that good at English so pardon me.
I don’t have a good relationship with my mother. I usually get yelled at every useless thing , I get scolded , I get to listen harsh words from my mother that breaks the soul and there was one time she said that adoption was better than having me.
I don’t keep those words on my mind that much but sometimes it truly gets me..
Today a fight happened , she basically told me those harsh words and other hurtful words and by that time I got tired and I started shouting.. I said what did I do and what I have done and why you are always like this etc.
After a while she threatened me saying that she will do dua on me or she will call the police cause I disrespected her.
And rn I’m crying at my room regretting the stuff I did.
I’m also dealing with major depression and it’s not helping me with the current situation at all.
I’m sorry I couldn’t explain well since English is not my mother language..
Thank you for your time and I hope you can help me on what should I do..