Asalam walaikum brothers and sisters,
I started having bad thoughts from a while back but they were never really persistent but they have become so now. I had thoughts when watching a show such as I worksip satan and all that I immediately start dhikir and ask for forgiveness then it subsided. After that whenever I walked by something or someone the thoughts in my head would say am I allah is he or she or that allah? I felt really bad about this and accepted that I WAS SINNING AND GOING TO HELL. Other thoughts about Islam occasionally pop up like is islam true is this all true etc etc. I feel very bad and stressed out about this I have no idea how to stop it and why it is happening. I recently started praying about 3 months ago the five prayers. Now these thoughts have become sexual about parents siblings etc, sometimes even these thoughts integrate allah into it, when I know they are not true. I have become so confused and dont know if this is me or waswas. The sexual thoughts are like do you want to f*ck your siblings parents, etc. Astagfirullah I feel ashamed for even saying it. I have shared some of these thoughts with my mother and she says to keep asking forgiveness and not give it much thought. Is it a sin that I shared with her? And please tell me I'm not the only one experiencing these thoughts and that I'm not going to hell for this.