Is there something in Islam that gives a believer a time to think about this world and Islam, to travel, to speak with people from all religions and all cultures, to gather information from the deepest secrets from many stems on this planet?
In this time the muslim will stop praying, do forbidden things according to Islam but with precaution (e.g. I won't drink alcohol till I get into a coma), and will be open to everything the cultures will provide for him/her to eat or drink.
Because I have done a lot of correct things my father taught me since I was a child without really believing in it for 10 years straight. Since that time I've noticed that there little to no muslims in the western hemisphere that fully obey the Quran and the hadiths mentioned in Buchari and Muslims. E.g. muslims that listen to non-muslim music, even in my own family, family members who married with non-muslims who did some things that are prohibited before their marriage, muslims who take loans with riba with them knowing it. And litteraly I don't want to be a semi-muslim. I just want to be a good muslim or just not a muslim but still have respect for the religion. I just need to take time to fully obey to Allah if he exists and make sure that Islam isn't an idea created by men.