The other day i search at google what does allah name means. I feel really terrible after searching it, i felt like i’ve done shirk. Its making my heart and mind unease, and i’m afraid of losing my faith. I really need counseling.
Sometimes, when i think about allah i have doubts about allah all of a sudden for no reasons, is it waswas or i’m being a hypocrite. I’m feeling depressed these couple of month just thinking about that i’m being a hypocrite and have done shirk.
I’m sorry about my bad english. Hope you guys can understand