I was dating a boy, we fell in love. We committed zina with the intention of marriage later, (this doesn't help my situation) My father found out, I was kicked out of my family home as a disgrace. My family have disowned me now.
1) is it permissible for me and this man to marry? Will our marriage be haram?
I have no mahram, what can the man do, who does he ask for my hand? My father said I am not his daughter and disowned me.
2) will a marriage based on haram things like zina be blessed by Allah? Or is it doomed to fail?
3) I need forgiveness from Allah for my sins, what can I do?