I am not depressed anymore. I used to be but now I do not care about anything anymore. I just do not care anymore. I think I given ip, if that is what one calls it. I dont care about whatever. I am mentally drained. I force myself to eat and shower. I think I have a broken spirit. I do not care about the afterlife.
I do not want to go to hell but I just dont care about paradisr anymore.
My sexual libido had gone and I am 20 and I feel old, tired, worn out.
Is this shaytan taking my desire away from Jannah?
Does Shaytan want me to feel this way?