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I am not depressed anymore. I used to be but now I do not care about anything anymore. I just do not care anymore. I think I given ip, if that is what one calls it. I dont care about whatever. I am mentally drained. I force myself to eat and shower. I think I have a broken spirit. I do not care about the afterlife.

I do not want to go to hell but I just dont care about paradisr anymore.

My sexual libido had gone and I am 20 and I feel old, tired, worn out.

Is this shaytan taking my desire away from Jannah?

Does Shaytan want me to feel this way?

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  • See also: this, read Qur'an (in English if you don't understand Arabic), try to remember Allah, meditate etc. Forget about your American culture and what other think or jeer. – servant-of-Wiser Feb 26 '16 at 0:23
  • You are specifying jannah in title, but your question shows your whole life and your whole spirit is broken, I will suggest listen to some beautiful quran recitation. If you know arabic and can understand, thats better otherwise listen to some recitation with translations in it. And also read quran daily yourself. Pray 5 times. And ask Allah, dua/ praying to Allah is the weapon of believers, you need to use this weapon against shaitan on this stage. use it as good as you can. May Allah help you. – Zia Ul Rehman Mughal Feb 26 '16 at 9:30
  • I feel as if I do not deserve Jannah. These mean boys in my masjid class said that they are praying to Allah so I may not go to heaven because the boys said I do not deserve to go. And they said they do not want me to go to Jannah. – user15732 Feb 26 '16 at 17:06
  • They also said that I am selfish and greedy to desire paradise and that I do not deserve it. – user15732 Feb 26 '16 at 17:13
  • It is very dangerous for anybody wanting for someone else hell. Especially when it comes from a muslim to a muslim. Muslims must hope paradise for himself and for his fellow muslims. In a Qudsi ´hadith: "A man said: By Allah, Allah will not forgive So-and-so. At this Allah the Almighty said: Who is he who swears by Me that I will not forgive So-and-so? Verily I have forgiven So-and-so and have nullified your [own good] deeds (1) " – Kilise Feb 27 '16 at 0:08
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May be it's Shaytan or your own nafs. Whatever it is... It's happens with the will of Allah. So don't worry and trust on Allah. Say Alhamdhulillahe ala kulle haal (All thanks to Allah in all condition).

Subhan Allah, You are a Muslim and you are trying to find way. So you are not depressed. You are just unable to understand the way of life. Do three things In sha Allah, you can feel well and you'r life will get back on track,

1: Pray salat(Prayer) five times a day.

2: Do good deeds and prevent yourself to think about bad deeds.

3: Say Astagfirullah 100 times a day and Say Lailaha illallah many times.

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Love Allah and Be Happy :)

  • These boys and alot of sexist Muslim men I overheard hates me and said that they do not want me to go to Jannah because I do not deserve to. They also hate me and wish the worse for me. They are discouraging me from going to Jannah. I am starting to believe it. – user15732 Feb 26 '16 at 17:09
  • You know the hadith "none of you believes till he loves his brothers for himself." They said that the hadith means to help your brothers only and not the Muslim women whether they are your mahram or not. Its good for muslim women to help eachother and they must help the muslim men too. But Muslim men must only help other Muslim men. That is what they said – user15732 Feb 26 '16 at 17:12
  • They also said I am selfish and greedy to want paradise. And i do not deserve it. – user15732 Feb 26 '16 at 17:12
  • @user15732 send me your e-mail and we can speak about this more. I think your situation is deeply affected by the ignorance of other people trying to throw their odd understanding of Islam on you. – Kilise Feb 27 '16 at 0:03
  • amohebi56@yahoo.com – user15732 Feb 27 '16 at 5:21